lotsisthequarry's Journal

Saturday, November 18, 2006

2:15PM - keeping up with LJ

I REALLY must make more effort to post in my own LJ instead of everyone elses,
its just you all have much more exciting lives than me...

I blame Mozza its all your fault Moz, but i still love you.

Current mood:

mellow

Current music: ROTT

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

2:17PM - 18 weeks since Moz held my hand!

As you can guess, i'm feeling down about it, seems like it never happened now, all so long ago, just being working myself to death since so it seems even longer.
Got a bit tearful earlier for no reason, was listening to the smiths cd and doing housework, and i just suddenly felt VERY sad and lonely..
and before i knew it i was gazing at my photos from my gigs in may..
And feeling terribly lovesick for Moz.
Roll on some more gigs..

Current mood:

thoughtful

Current music: palladium bootleg

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

9:33PM - moz blues

ho hum,
seems like ages ago that moz and i touched.,..
i'm getting very down about it again, i have been on a high for a while as all the picture etc have been processed, but now all i want is to know i'll get that chance again.
i really am depressed with the world, why do people have to be so horrible.. cant they see what they do to their fellow creatures is WRONG?

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

9:12PM - The pressures on, because the pleasure hasnt gone...

well, where do i begin......
I've been to 2 moz gigs now..
1st was the palladium 21/5 and we managed to get a tix upgrade so we were FRONT ROW!!!! and the front row in the palladium is practically on the stage, we were centre tooo... (see my userpic..)
IT WAS FANTASTIC,
mere words cannot slightly describe what it meant to me to be that close... i'd ve been in tears if i hadnt been in shock, it took me at least the first 3 songs for it to actually sink in...
even when he was leaping up on the speaker to my left and spraying us in sweat i still didnt quite take it in...
*gets all excited and has to take a moment*

HE HELD MY HAND!!!!
Morissey gazed into my eyes, with that direct meaningful stare of his and reached for my hand...
i slipped my palm against his, but i didnt like to grip him as he had band aid round his hand and i thought it was a bit impersonal, but i felt him wrap his fingers round my hand and grip tightly......
to say i nearly died is an understatement..
it seemed to last for ever, EVERYTHING else ceased to exist (think i even stopped breathing) just moz and me in total eye and hand lock...
we were suddenly engulfed in lots of other grasping hands, which totally spoiled the moment, so i tried to pull my hand away, he didnt want to let go at first, but i think he saw by my disgusted look, that i'd been put off by all the other hands.. he just smiled right into my eyes and released his grip... and i slid my hand out.
I will NEVER forget it... i can still feel the pressure now as i type.....
It was so fab, he was in a really chatty funny mood.
MY FIRST MOZ GIG,.... HOW LUCKY AM I???

I then went to chletenham on the 24/5 (had to really after sundays experience, as i was nearby anyway) i didnt have a ticket but i managed to start queing early so was one of the first in...
got to 2nd row...
barrier was miles from the stage,(in terms of reaching to touch him) which was a bummer,... but he definatly saw me and acknowledged me, i was wearing the same distinctive shirt as sunday, and i'd passed him a birthday card (on sunday)that said what i was wearing and where i was stood... and thanks for making my first gig so ace etc!!
i think he read it as he definatly recognised me at chelters, he did a brief double take, and then caught my eye and smiled/winked....
(yes i died all over again)
I also went round the back after, seemed to be the only one there, (it was pissing down, probably why noone was there,) security wouldnt let me too close, so i waited by the end of the bus, and managed to shout at moz, he paused looked, smirked and waved...
i did shout something along the lines of I love you moz, veggies rule!

I am still on cloud 9!

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

3:40PM - oh how we love Moz, yet will he ever know it.

*sighs*
how to describe how i feel in mere words...
*sighs*
This announcement about isle of wight, has really depressed me, i wouldnt go as it is a festival, rather than a Moz only gig.
but as i've not been able to go to a Moz gig yet, i worry my time will never come...
I really shall die a heartbroken soul if i do not get to one.
anyway feel free to join me talk to me whatever...
im still learning how this place works...
lol

Current mood:

anxious